Please help me?

nooo this question is NOT stupid. Im pretty proud of you (lol i hardly even know you) bcuz you didnt abort your baby and youve been keeping yourself healthy for the sake of your baby. Youve also been strong, be proud of that. my mother went through something very similar 2 this. When i was in her tummy, my mom and dad seperated (but they were still married) and my dad left 2 leave with his ma. so my moms friends and relatives supported her during the pregnancy and God helped her. Even though i nearly died, i made it(im trying 2 not sound exaggerating or w/e) and wen i was born, my father was in FLORIDA! he didnt even come to the hospital bcuz he didnt even know i was in her belly for 8 MONTHS. !!! so then, a yr after i was born, my pa came back, and my mom said almost the same words you said," Your not coming back to my apartment,ill never love you again and i dont want to see your face anymore" (lol im TRYING MY BEST 2 STICK 2 THE TOPIC) and he even said hed change, she didnt believe him but gave him his chance, until now (12 yrs later) they still argue and etc. and my moms been doing this for 20 yrs!!!! she regrets it sometimes but she says that she loves him alot. even though most of the time he treats us cruel and he doesnt support us. YES U R LOVED. by your family, and by God. He is helping you go through this too so dont feel bad, instead be strong. you have your reasons to not get back to him. so make sure you DONT ! i have a very BIG feeling that u shall regret that! becareful, follow your heart and i wish you the besst of luck from all my heart.