Life Dilema - Please Help?

Stop the world, I want to get off. Sorry, but this is all we have. You are lucky in the fact that you have only yourself to worry about. So, what's your favorite thing to do? What brings you joy? Try to get a job closely related to what you love. i.e., animal lover? get a job with a vet, or at an animal shelter. What I'm saying is do what you love. It's the difference between existing and LIVING. You've had a rough time lately so concentrate on what you really want. As you get happier, you will attract the right people to you because happiness perpetuates happiness. Good Luck and God Bless.